ughhhhhhh men!

i cant believe he brings his freakin gurlfriend or whoever she is to him to a place where family is gonna b!! ughh hes soo pathetic..n his mom thinks he's all effin innocnet....bullshit..he's as bad as the rest of the crowd!!!!!! ughhh fuck it!!!

on the other hand...md boi is amazingly cute!! LOL good eyecandy...hes sweet, religious, cute, funni, family kinda guy, srilankan, MUSLIM... what else can i ask for geezz!! too bad he's taken...he's still fun to chek out!! LOL

so here's the thing...men come in n outta my life...n usually they're never the right guy...but wen the right guy does come along..he's taken by the wrong gurl...or he goes for the bad gurls..n we (me more like it) are left with the bad ones....(well this is a biased statement strait up...but its wut i feel at this moment...) some ppl get lucky...me on the other hand.....ughhhhhhhhhhh

i dont even kno why this is soo important!! i jus want to b on my own for sumtime..get away..but i cant...so i hav to live wit it!!!! i honestly honestly honestly am sick of men!!! they drive me insane!!!!

ughh im like a complainin ruttttt

peace

wow i havent written here in forever!!!!!!!!!!! literally its been 9 months...LOL

well wuts new?!?!? still live in torrance...single still...but im okay with it!! LOL...senior year!!!!!!!! cheaaaaaaaa almost done!!! but then we have apps n thats freakin me out like crazy!!!!

today: i plan to go to the beachhhh...yay ive been wantin to go to the beach.. ehh to seein sumone i dont really wanna seee...

i've been volunteering at the say'n'play camp at the la speech n language therapy center inc. its onli for the summer...but i luv it...i luv workin with the kids!! soo much fun...this camp is for autistic kids...n all of them are soooo effin adorable..im not even jokin...i really m gratefull for volunteerin cuz it helpd me realize that i really do wanna major in teachin inshallah!!! so yeah..thats a good thing!!

i got my permit!!! like two or three weeks ago...yay!! yeah so far i've driven twice...once with an instructor wich wasnt that bad ...n once wit my daddy!! that was in the nite n it was pretty freaky..but im tryin to figure out wether it was freaky cuz i dint wear my glasses!!! lol i hope to go drivin today..i askd my dad n he's cool with it!!

emmmm...i have to turn in my ucr highlander scholorship application by aug 10th...but i hope to do it either today or tomorro!!

ohhh totally random...my dad bought us a new comp....yaya...its bout a month old mayb!! lol but i luv ittt!!

emmmm besides that...boiz...hmm...sick of em at the moment...neighbor boy is too immature...lol he's afghani...but still immature...n he's yunger than me..so yeah...im good..lol at work/volunteer....there's this guy that keeps tryin to talk to me..but iono not my typ n plus he lives in atlanta!!! yeah i kno...that other boi...that i've practically been in luv witthh for the last couple years...well he's there...n there's still feelings...but he's jus confusin....ehh..i still care bout him thoo..dont tink ill stop..but ive kinda learnd to live witout him in my mind....he's jus there wen he's there n hes not wen hes not there

totally luv wit the song "Ab To Forever" from the movie...Ta Ra Rum Pum

ehh i have nuthin else to say...iono wen the next time i'll write but yeah...

<3 ya'll